Thursday, February 18, 2010
So, I'm new here... just got to looking at some of the other blogs and thought that I am at a time in my life when it might be a good idea to keep a sort of journal for my life. I am at the point that I am sure others can understand; it's that time when you are endlessly excited about the future: career, family, etc. At the same time you are procrastinating or not just jumping in with both feet as you probably should. On the one hand I realize how lucky I am ( I have the best husband ever, a wonderful mom and dad, and a sister whom I love dearly just to mention a few). On the other hand, things could be better. Not so much in a tangible way and not in any way that anyone can do for me but instead in an internal peace-seeking way. The way I try and explain this feeling to my husband is "this waiting room feeling". In other words, I feel like I'm waiting to be done with school, waiting to get a job, waiting to lose weight, waiting to feel organized and content. I think that what has happened is that I have always floated along wherever life took me. I have generally enjoyed the flow. Now, I have choices to make... and I am not used to that really. Maybe through this blog I will find a way to journal and record for myself how things are going and what I need and want to do next. All for now!
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Ahhh I love you too more then you will ever know. Keep your head up!! You are a strong female, I am proud of you for maken up your mind to achive your goals. There will always be waiting rooms in life but your Name will be called soon and I am always here for you if you need someone to talk to, laugh at or ever scream and hit. Friend Sisters forever!!
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